My heart and body sometimes feel colder than a rock, surrounded by tall flames that feel cold rather than hot with a cool blue color. I'm the type of guy who lacks compassion to a certain degree, I wouldn't care enough to keep certain people from being burned by my fire. However, my control over it is still lacking and it sometimes leave burns others I do care about. I feel this fire is the wall of manifestation of my loner mentality that has developed over years. This wall is fierce and roars intensely as if there's a titanic animal letting out horrible wails while being burned alive.
I'am the brain wanderer.