After abandoning some of my childhood endulgence, going back feels rather good and yet it somehow feels bittersweet. Some of my habits i keep with me because i saw them to be benefitial such painting or tinkering. One thing i tried shake off was video games. I wanted mold myself into my example of a ideal well rounded man. But playing games feels like a step backwards, i wish the urge to banish my childhood interest isnt so strong in me.