I personally feel im one of those guys who is very enclosed by my sense of virtue and honor . In my past these values once dominated my life and i felt they define me and seperated me from the rest of the world. Now im wondering, whats the point? To keep myself from falling over the deep end? To give myself a better reason to be good than threats of burning in hell? I feel that the moral values that have been hovering over me is now meaningless and I should kust forget about it. So far, common sense is what keeps me from doing anything stupid or what could be damaging for my present life and future. The rest of the world is seemingly on a different plain of existence than me and i struggle to interact because of this. Would life be more interesting if i just stop caring about the consequences of my actions and just go with whatever i want?