Cold_wolf77 (cold_wolf77) wrote,


Today, i remembered why i feel so cold and hard. I was once very expressive, emotional and sensitive. But over the years i have become numb. I feel that im afraid to feel anything anymore.

When my cousin Ramone died i was devasted, that was my first introduction to how it will feel to lose someone. I have many more after that. Whether they were family or friends. Murdered or illness. After a while i would swear my warm lively red heart was transforming. Turning into something deep blue with lifeless image of the cold atlantic, hard with small cracks with a dark aura seeping out, lifeless as a corps.

I dont fear death. But losing others to their demise is a great fear of mine.
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